And now that Arianto's party, prom and all other blah has finally settled down, sleeping in today was freaking awesome. And someone congratulate me, what took me two years to accumulate took me one day to pack and dispose! Yes, my notes are officially history (and some stuffed in the back of my cupboard). Hah. In your face Sandy!

While packing though, found lotsa stuff from my two years in VJ stashed in between all the notes. Like my orientation notebook, letters from Gwen, Shervin and some 25ths. Cant help but think of the past. But hey, moved on, not gonna dwell on it, cos I know one thing, which is that I left because I was becoming something that I didnt like. No one's fault, except mine. Just know that I never blamed anyone else, its just that I couldn't live with it anymore. Hah. Whatever, like they'll ever read this. You know, just wished that we could all stop acting like we're mutually invisible. Tsk, forget it.

And when I finally arrived to the mountain of TSD rubbish, whoa. Besides the cockroach that scurried out (and died a horrible death), packing was never so fun. Running through scripts; seniors' slots, cue sheets, IS, mini-IS, mono, duo with Leon, all the crit comms. Its like instant flashback to year one when things were much simpler, much happier.

Best part of packing? When I managed to bring myself to sieve out the notebooks Josh and andrew got me this year. Josh's is filled with random rubbish, like "rmb to open letterbox", while andrew's completely blank, but they're both now sitting in my "sacred corner" in my drawer, until they come back from overseas when I'll throw the notebooks at them for leaving me stranded here in Singapore by myself. And conveniently in there's my orientation notebook, you know, somehow, its only now that I start to see Ms Lim's point about writing stuff down. Not cos you learn from them though, but when after a year later, you open, and see the stuff you wrote, like "Omg, learning points again.." or just Vic's random purple dotting on half a page.

Oh, and the convenient SL photo that fell out of Physical Quantities notes (don't ask me how). Reminds me that I owe ke an outing, and of a certain promise I made with a certain someone but I guess we failed to keep it. Like, epic fail.

See, packing can actually be carthatic. so lazy post-A students, stop reading this and start packing. who knows what you can find. hopefully, not cockroaches.

and a little special shoutout to the following people for the awesome week: esti, sandy, sweej, xiaowei, arianto, amanda, yvette, zhanyi, dongying, sam, serena, eva and my mom's very cute message =)