(i really should get a new skin)

but hey, you over there,
yea you,
the one looking right at me,
yea you,
smile, cos life's worth that. =D

why won't this just stop and go away?

Beckett is right. Life is indeed cyclical and repetitive. 3 months from the recovery, and it's happening again. and 2 years from that incident, i'm starting to see the signs again. Two completely unrelated occurrences, two separate cycles, now about to coincide.

he drew the words out of his mouth,
what more could he ask for?
Liberation, release, salvation,
nothing but old wives' tales.

awkward. it just isn't working anymore.

talk about klutz. by trying to pick up the pieces, i've smashed the bits into minuscule particles. well done.

but hey, its gonna be alright...right?

who am i trying to kid? of course i won't be alright. but then again, nothing's really wrong with things now right?

damn. i need josh more than ever before.

memories. I guess they just aren't enough to get me through.

but hey, gotta keep moving forward right? once this crazy period is over, I guess that's when I should really start picking up the pieces.