Back at last.

Seeing how I've been conveniently neglecting this blog, I shall be nice and share my post As joy here as well. And yea, prom is giving me the biggest headache to come. Call it betrayal, call it inconsiderate, call it selfish, I figured I probably just go with the flow, and do the first thing that comes to mind that night. makes me regret going for prom.

and yea, I just remembered. someone owes me some answers. Although to the questions I don't really want answered. But that nagging feeling inside just keeps tugging at you, and you just feel like you want to vomit blood, die, and burn in eternal hell. or not.

but more importantly, its gonna be that one question that i never dared to ask. to risk everything all over again, but I want, and don't wanna take that leap of faith.

oh, and to mention this, an amazing crash that set us back by 3000 kajingles and now I have to suffer although there was no way I could have been responsible for it. how nice, just what i needed. and everyone acts like i willed it to happen, and the pressure is on me. pissed? nah, understatement. not because of the kajingles, not because of the sacrifices, but the lack of appreciation, being taken for granted, and the turning of a blind eye to the crash while maintaining the fiery disposition towards me. lovely way to end the A levels, dont you think?

Bah. Fuck this world, life sucks, take drugs, and may someday we all just drop dead and rot for all eternity.