why won't this just stop and go away?

Beckett is right. Life is indeed cyclical and repetitive. 3 months from the recovery, and it's happening again. and 2 years from that incident, i'm starting to see the signs again. Two completely unrelated occurrences, two separate cycles, now about to coincide.

he drew the words out of his mouth,
what more could he ask for?
Liberation, release, salvation,
nothing but old wives' tales.